Day 14

Reading:
Phil 4:4-9, "Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: Rejoice! Let your gentleness be evident to all. The Lord is near. Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.
Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable—if anything is excellent or praiseworthy—think about such things. Whatever you have learned or received or heard from me, or seen in me— PUT IT INTO PRACTICE. And the God of peace will be with you."

Today was a "put it into practice" kind of day. It was hard spiritually and foodwise. What did I learn?
-There are moments when you feel like you are being stretched like a rubber band. Stretching it to its limits yet not breaking, but you can be used to the fullest in this way.
-If I was confident all the time and never anxious, I would not fully rely on Him. I have to be weak so I can be strong in Him. Or rather, let His strength burst forth in me. (2 Corin 12:10, "That is why, for Christ's sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when I am weak, then I am strong.")
-Don't want people to see the outside anyway, appearances are deceiving, see the dependence on God. Isn't that what I like to see in others? His light shining through them, nothing of their own merit but relying on His strength.
-The voice of the enemy is on repeat. He always uses deception and lies. Must only listen to the voice of my Shepherd and take captive every thought. (2 Corin 10:5, "We demolish arguments and every pretension that sets itself up against the knowledge of God, and we take captive every thought to make it obedient to Christ.")

Menu:
Fruit smoothie
Avocado Tomato wrap w/ chips
Carrot muffin w/ p.b.
Apple w/ p.b.
Cereal w/ walnuts, dates and raisins w/ almond milk
Smoothie King

High/Low:
-Feeling great about packing a lunch today to head to OKC for an adoption party.
-Having to eat that lunch when they provided free donuts, pizza and pop for everyone at the party. I actually went to the car and shed a tear. I wanted pizza so bad. But God knows my heart and we are doing this fast to get closer to Him. (Heb 11:6, "And without faith it is impossible to please God, because anyone who comes to Him must believe that He exists and that He rewards those who earnestly seek Him.")

NHP